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Postby Taulrajas В» 11.03.2020

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Hello Just to introduce myself and my first entry into my last journal. I am and have been a gambler all my life. I have tried countless times to stop. At times I have managed to stop gambling for months at a time and at one point had gone almost and year and half. But something always dragged me back in. I have started countless diary's online at various places made numerous pledges to myself to stop.

Ultimately I always failed. This is my introduction and the start of what will be my last diary and my last attempt to quit gambling forever. Over the years I have lost everything. Businesses houses my marriage children everything. I now have very little. I am drowning in debt - debt that I can never hope to repay in this lifetime and I think of suicide as my only option many times - at least 1 or 2 times per day.

I have called all the crises helplines. Had online intervention therapy but the result has always been the same. I am not writing this on the back of another huge loss rather I have done okay the past few weeks when it comes to gambling. Even though I squandered alot of it back into the casino. Online gambling is my addiction. But it is the fact that when I gamble I make my situation worse. When I gamble it takes me away from my work. When I gamble it disturbs my sleep.

When I gamble I don't eat or eat improperly. When I gamble I isolate myself from the world. I have no friends left but do have 2 family members I love and care about deeply. But even those 2 when I gamble I ignore. When I gamble the sense of filling that lonely void caused my gambling in the first place is temporary and false.

When I gamble win or loose I am without hope. So today I need one last try. If I fail that will be the end of me. If I succeed I may just have some chance of reclaiming my life. I am at rock bottom. That dark place and I feel worthless as a person. Hi John Somebody, what an open and honest post.

I am so glad you decided to give recovery another go. You describe how I felt less than six weeks ago and reading your post I realised that the awful thoughts about suicide are gone!! You have been in recovery before John and you know how quickly thinking becomes more positive. You are joining a community of people here who are genuinely interested in helping you on your journey into recovery. I think once in recovery the secret is to always continue post on here and remember you are never recovered..

But as you have learned life can be great when you are a compulsive gambler who doesn't gamble. If you can't pay the debts John you can't pay them.

Get one of those debt charities to sort them out for you so you can pay back what you can. The sooner you do this the sooner you will have peace of mind!! They can't get water out of a stone!! You don't say which type or types of gambling you are drawn to but as you know putting barriers in place will prevent you from gambling when the temptation gets too much for your willpower alone. Someone once said to me : "there's little in life that can't be helped through talking".

So please check out the times of the support groups on here a join in the chats. Your past does not have to be your future. Staying gamble free will give you a great future!! I am looking forward to your be t post!! Hi Sad68 thanks for your comments. I cant reply much right now as my head and body is a mess. Gambling hangover along with the remnants of an alcohol induced one. But my main form of addiction is online gambling.

Casinos any game and stake. No system. Just total addiction. And yes you are correct we will always be addicts Thanks again for your reply and support. I have read each word. The day has passed. Wretched feeling wretched day. My hangover is abating somewhat. But the dark cloud and sense of depression that deep sick feeling in your gut persists. I remember how life used to be. Full of people. Full of energy and how block by block my addiction destroyed ALL of that.

I find it hard to focus on work. Hard to focus on living a healthy life. My diet these past weeks has been shocking.

I get those urges to open up a casino and deposit. It cripples me with its intensity. I know there is blocking software but that is no good for me. I can take such things to bits within an hour. I need to do this cold turkey. I need to be able to overcome the urge to give into my life long addiction which started when I used to earn money on a paper round and pump my "wages" into a machine.

I also lost my mum to cancer 4 weeks ago. A horrible horrible time. I turned to gambling. The bright flashing lights, the promise of a win. It was an escape from the reality's of the death of someone whom you loved so much. At least I am glad to have found the presence of mind to post here. Hi John. Perhaps you need to speak to someone about your loss. You are deeply in grief! Gambling won't help as you realise.

Of course you are at a low ebb right now but things wl improve. Alcohol as you know is a depressant. My world always looks really bleak the day after alcohol. Don't be too hard on yourself right now. Yes you can get around gambling blocks but when u are determined to stop, they can give you that valuable time to think things through..

Through to the end of a gambling session when you realise you money is all gone! There are quite a few of us who have just stopped gambling. Join in the groups and we will a support each other!! You will do it John. Be kind to yourself. Give yourself time and permission to grieve. Put those barriers in place. They will remove the impulsiveness from the situation. Things will get better. Hi Sad68 well yes maybe I should but we are busy as a family trying to make sure my dad is okay so we have to be strong for him.

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Postby Shakagis В» 11.03.2020

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Postby Kigrel В» 11.03.2020

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Postby Tygolrajas В» 11.03.2020

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Postby Goltikree В» 11.03.2020

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Postby Kazigal В» 11.03.2020

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